화요일, 8월 16, 2005
A moment to remember
Hmmm, just finished watching 'A moment to remember' that angel lent me during the hols. As usual, it pretty much used up all my tears again. =( *sniffsniff* I always used to think that the worst scenario was having the person u loved leaving u for another person, or just not loving u anymore. I mean, i would rather he left me cos he is not on this earth anymore. ok fine, i noe i m being selfish here, but knowing that he is still alive n not with me..i dun think i will be able to stand it. Den again, i may just be too immature for my age. But if the person u loved lost all memories that he/she had with u, how would u feel? Honestly, i dunno how i would feel cos i think by then, i would most probably not be able to feel anymore.
Aiyo, my mugger resolution doesnt seem to be working yet. I shld be harder on myself. Bwleah. How come nobody is pushing me? Even my mum dun really pushes me when it comes to studies. Well, to be more exact, she neva did push me at all. Hai. Even peer pressure dun seem to be there. even though i noe some of my frens are getting stressed abt this yr. Sigh, time to hit the books for a start. or else my jap is really goin to go down the drain le..
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또 울어버렸다.. @ 5:41 PM